Short rant
Yes, corona happened in 2020. Caused me to miss my University friends. Sucks man. Really sucks. Starting this one off dark, I lost my dad. He died. on the 4th of September 2020. I'm still having a hard time until today, thinking about him just makes me cry. Sure he wasn't the best dad.. But he tried. And I wasn't the best daughter either. I'm sure he's looking down at me from above, disappointed of what I truly am. And now, my brother and I just recently fought over something stupid, but it wasn't even my fault. We haven't talked in 3 weeks and its really bringing me down, since he is my one and only brother and was my friend at home. This frustrates me even more. Being chained to this house and the responsibilities it holds for me. Its sickening. "You're not working. Its fine" Yeah, but there limits to what I can do at my age. I set those limits because I want to start caring for myself. But when I put these limits, people see it as an excuse....